The rabbit hole..

I re-joined weight watchers tonight and i weighed less then i ever have done in last two years. You would think that this would mean im super confident, when the reality is much worse. I have zero confidence and constantly feel like i look awful, iv dropped like 3 dress sizes and i still feel unattractive. I cant decide if it was getting all my hair cut off that made me feel less feminine even though i know i suit it better then when it was longer. I think i might grow my hair back into a bob with a mini fringe so that i still have hair off my face but i have that little bit more length. What i need is a collection of wigs! I bought some new specs today, one pair i totally love, the other im not soo sure about but we’ll see when they arrive.