2011
This is my first post of the year.. i think.
So where to begin, i finally after 24 years and 6 months moved out into my very own house and i love it! True financially its hard, bills annoy me and i seem to be constantly buying food but i dont care as some how i manage to survive. I love coming home and it being quite and tidy and i can leave things in the shower knowing they wont be used. Its bliss.. Jason is here alot of the time which i love, i am completely in love and dont care what anyone thinks.. I used to think that happiness came in a bottle of vodka and a pile of pills but now i know that its from being so content with someone that you dont need to justify or dress it up. You dont have to surround yourself with those who dont matter as at the end of the day, its just us.
Work is still rubbish and im looking for new jobs, in a totally different sector then the one i work in now, having said that times are hard and there isnt much out there but i think me and education have come to an end. Dont get me wrong im still passionate about working with young people and i know im good at it but unless i decide to train to teach which i dont want to, i will always just be a support member of staff and therefore deemed as lesser then teachers. Which is unfair as i worked hard and im good at my job, i just know that teaching isnt for me. But what is for me, im unsure. I find it ironic that i give careers advice and yet have no idea myself what i want to do.
hmm
